Under My Bed // I’m in counseling and nothing seems to work. She treats me like a child and my parents are making me go. I try to cry because she says that it’s good for us once in a while.. But I can’t. I can’t be sad anymore. That’s just it, though. It feels like I don’t have any energy to feel any other emotion. Last night, I could literally hear voices in my head screaming at me to just do it. That it would be easy and it was so promising. I can’t live like this. I dont want to anymore.

Hi! My name is Jessica.
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Anonymous said: I'm in counseling and nothing seems to work. She treats me like a child and my parents are making me go. I try to cry because she says that it's good for us once in a while.. But I can't. I can't be sad anymore. That's just it, though. It feels like I don't have any energy to feel any other emotion. Last night, I could literally hear voices in my head screaming at me to just do it. That it would be easy and it was so promising. I can't live like this. I dont want to anymore.

Well, first things first, GET A NEW COUNCILOR. I’m sorry but a councilor shouldn’t be treating you like you’re five and especially shouldn’t be telling you that you basically need to cry. I’m sure if you go to the same office and request a new one, they’d understand. I had a friend go through 5 councilors until he found the right one, some just click with you and some just don’t. I know right now you probably feel like you’re walking on broken glass, and I know EVERY FUCKING PERSON WILL TELL YOU THIS but: Stay Strong. It sucks when you reach the point where you just don’t have the energy to even put up with your own emotions but please trust me when I say this, it does get better, and you should be alive to see when it does. jduisfhuahd I wish I was better at this… and I’m sorry if this doesn’t help but please know that even though you can’t live like this RIGHT NOW, you can live with how it’s going to make you stronger in time. Please, don’t give up tonight. If I don’t get a reply by tomorrow I will do whatever it takes to hunt you down anon,find out who you are, and make sure you’re okay<3 Please, rethink your decision, you’re an amazing individual.

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